Does He want me to go?

Okay...I still don't have the $880 that God is suppose to be providing before WEDNESDAY! So now I am questioning whether he wants me to go. Please pray for me, that if he really does want me to go he would provide it straight away and that if not that he would help me to let it go.

Bye for now.

Last Day Craziness

woop woop! Guess what!? today was my last compulsary day of school. Classes will still be open for us if we want to go, but otherwise we can just stay home and study. I still have to go to school on wednesday though as I am receiving an award(I'm guessing it's only an outstanding attitude award). Yeah but that means I REALLY need to dive into my study! eek Anywayz...this weekend I will be, as you know, studying and Chloe and Kazuha are coming over. We are going to rolly fireworks and then they are going to teach me how to play kingdom hearts! and theeeenn on Sunday we are doing a goodbye thing for Kazuha and we going to pizza hut for lunch! mmmm! All you can eat! Oh, and the cd's from ZM still have arrived! I'm really looking forward to listening to them. Especially Boys like Girls! It has been 5 days already since I won! What is going on?! Gosh.. Ah well I've got to get into that study so maybe will get back to you later!

(oh and I need some tips for how to increase stamina, I been so out of it lately)

Fun with Sudoku

I just did one of those sudoku things online at easy level, lol and I still suck at it. I mean, I get the general idea of it but I don't think I have enough patience for it to work properly most of the time. I mean I did get the solution in the end but still it took me a lot longer than what other people take. I just don't have a sudoku mind. Mmm..I know I only wrote in here yesterday but I guess I'm not ready to study yet and there isn't a heck a lot 0f anything to do otherwise. SO yeah here I am writing in my blog...I don't think anyone will read it lol, no one is that interested in my deep & inner thoughts, are they? haha oh well...not that this is deep and meaningful. Ok well I have a lot of studying planned for this weekend as well as the fact that I would like to go out for a drive as I plan to have my restricted driving liscence before I leave for China. I just really can't be bothered anymore. I mean more than ever. I don't even feel like trying. Well, maybe a little bit. I've already got my 60 credits, which means I have passed and I also have my uni entrance stuff, but I still want a merit endorsement on my certificate. Sooo, I guess that's the only thing driving me to actually sit my exams. As I said yesterday, only 4 weeks and it will be over. summer...summer...summer...summer(have you seen the new high school musical movie?) okay well I will leave this moment of rambling now and I will grab a snack and perhaps attempt to study..

Study Horror

Helloo...tis a normal day...like any other. You know, school...mmm BUT(da da daaaaaa) in one week that will all be over...yay! I mean it's great that school will be over but that makes for one dreaded thing left: EXAMS! Aaaaah! Not too excited about that but hey, it will be over before I know it, right? For now, however, exams leave me with something horrible to do for the next three weeks: STUDY. soo yeah hmm, ah well as I said - it'll all be over before I know it. Next week will be a good study week I hope, apart from Tuesday which is Cup Day and then Friday which is show day but apart from that the rest of that time will be dedicated to studying as well as this week. mmmm enough about that...Examz arent exactly my comfort zone. soo yeah Today my passport arrived which is good, getting stuff like that feels like a step closer to China which by the way is in(get out fone and counts via calender) 53 days. Exciting stuff. I can't wait. And if it is only 53 days until I leave for China, that means that it is only 49 days until Christmas. Woah when you think about that, it's like "woah, where did the year go!?" I guess the good thing is that I feel like I've done some cool things this and feel as though I have filled this year with all sorts of events!